i failed my ABRSM grade 8 practical. i don't know what to say. i can't tell my parents because then they would say i didn't try hard enough. i did try, i practiced, but yea it wasn't hard enough.
im scared, not of my parents. im scared that im not good enough. even if i passed ill still not be good enough. i can't play pieces some people request, i don't have perfect pitch. all i know are pieces that I play, pieces that i like, pieces that i practice.
am i invincible? why do i feel like im in this all alone? yet why do i feel that i wanna be alone?
im so drained.
posted by PURE @ 1:13 am.
