i used to think that forever was a very long time. a time where even i couldn't stand. but now i know better. i know better than to assume the literal meaning of the word. it's just a word really, a word that can evoke the deepest of emotions, a bloom that can send a silly schoolgirl over the stars and moon. a vocal promise that one holds dear to the heart, and then starts planning the tomorrow and the many tomorrows to come. most definitely a fairytale ending but who believes in that anymore. no one i think. at least, not me. but i'm no cynic lest you conclude i'm one. i believe in finding the one. i just don't believe the time is now. because i still wanna fly free, without a tune to my name.

i remember. i remember a lot of things. sad things, happy things. more happy than sad actually. because the heart no longer connects to the memories. it no longer beats for you, it beats for me now. the constant beat parallel. so at least now i smile, i laugh, but not cry.

i guess forever wasn't really that long after all.

posted by PURE @ 10:32 pm.