you know, my life was so much easier before you decided to step in.
so much plainer, but calm.
and i liked it that way.
cos' i was invincible.
no one could touch me, feel me, hurt me.
so maybe i'm afraid but at least i was in control.
i want my life back, where i was happy, and carefree.
i want my heartbeat to be constant and not weak from hope.
i want to be able to take in the beauty of everything without being reminded.
i'm trying to live on my own, without you as my shadow.
i'm willing to give up everything that we shared before.
but will you be there for me, when i realise my selfishness was too heavy a price?

posted by PURE @ 11:11 am.